I feel that if I can keep calm, collected, and not "expect" anything, a "let down" will be easier to take. I've been let down, hurt, confused, and so frustrated about the recent HTLV issue that I'm almost waiting for the next set-back to jump in my face. I don't have any expectations right now, I guess as a way to protect myself and my emotions. So, I'm not allowing myself to get too excited just yet--if that makes sense? Definitely proceeding with caution.
I'll updated again soon with our screening results and what will happen next.
Until next time, I'll leave you with a picture of some Growing Generation Surrogate's:
Kelly (Just the Stork), Misti, and I at dinner the other night. Surro's Rule!!!